Youth Forward Scholarship Summer 2018
The Shattered Glass of Self
Jonathan Douglas Birmingham
Ardmore, AL
Humanity is derived from competition, and the strong self always
wins. These beliefs could be found in my mind mere years ago —
simple words that thrashed the most fundamental threads of community.
By all purviews, I grew up estranged from the power of service. Being
a middle child with a single mom, life had been a constant struggle.
Everyday presented a new battle, and every year threatened to
separate me from a settled livelihood. Life was an obvious hardship,
yet, no matter which lens I turn to bear on my past, I can find no
indications of outside aid to my strife. Simply put, I grew up angry.
Angry at circumstances, and angry at mankind. It was this anger that
instilled within me a relentless pursuit to the top, where I believed
the fruits of life were to be found amongst a greedy few. Days turned
to weeks, and weeks turned years, until I found myself, with the help
of great friends and a supporting family, amidst the “cream of the
crop” in my peer group. There I was, a sophomore in High School
with a future ripe with opportunity, but I knew something was
missing.
Ever since I had begun my journey, I understood “community service”
was a good thing to have for colleges. Thus, convicted I already had
too much on my plate, I started searching for opportunities to serve.
The first thing I learned was that people need help, and most of
those people aren’t begging for it. To make a difference, youmust
pursue it. My first project of major impact was volunteer service in
a food bank with my church. Ever since, I have devoted loads of my
time to the community. It is more gratifying than any of the
self-pity I mustered in my tough past. From helping at elementary
festivals to aiding events across the county, I have flipped my hours
of service from zero to over 300. Perhaps the most important thing I
uncovered arose when I began providing free ACT tutoring to
struggling kids in my school: a little care goes a long way. Kids who
were in my shoes only need a little sympathy to go that long way.
It’s amazing how service can change lives.
In the future, I want to graduate the Cumberland Law School at Samford
University and pursue a career in politics founded from a strong
Constitutional Law background. Public service is now my dead set goal
in life and I want to apply the lessons I learned that revolutionized
my view on this world. In the decades to come, Iwill
instill into my community and especially my children a desire to help that I never
held in my early years. My lessons have armed me to make a difference
in this world by exemplifying the beauty of service, and, with this
scholarship, I will have ever more resources to push towards this
goal.
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